Why am I lonely in this life?

Why am I lonely in this life?

Session.....

It is a village on sloppy hills. The land around is barren but my village is beautiful. My home is at the top. I am a woman in my 30s. Something happened in this area. Everyone is leaving the village. They are asking me to come along but I refused. Everyone left. I am alone feeling numb and crying.

My life moved on all alone without anything happening. I do not like this life. Now I look old & skinny, am lying on the floor and dying alone.  My last thought was thanks to Almighty my life came to an end at last. It was a very lonely life. Lesson learnt one needs people around to live. I should have gone along with others.

Reorientation... in my present life, I manage everything all alone. I want to visit Hemis Monastery.

Relationship phobia and past life link.

Relationship phobia and past life link.

A 27 year old girl told I do not want to get married. I have trust issues. Dr Vandana, I want to know reason behind this mistrust.

Session....

I am at home. It is nice cosy small home. There is a fire place. I am alone. It is 1952. I am 30 yr old British. I am going to my work place. It is a printing press. 15 persons work here. I like my work but I am unhappy. People cut jokes about me that I am leading a miserable life. There was a girl in office whom I liked but never told her.

I am a little older and work with a typewriter at home. I feel very lonely and sad. I do not like people. Now I like my space as at least no one makes fun of me now. I am Doyale A.

I am getting reward for my writing. I am feeling happy but am sad that I cannot share my happiness with anyone at home. I am drinking and thinking about my childhood. My parents used to fight a lot. I am small. My left foot got injured but they are fighting and not bothered about me. I am feeling bad. I am thinking if I can handle this I do not need anyone. I am remembering my teenage. I was intelligent and good at study but aggressive. I do not have love inside me. Girls do not approach me. In 20s I moved out of home to a small little room upstairs with a table near window. I feel close to the nature. I started painting. Girls used to make fun of me. My intelligence does not help me to mix with people.

I shifted to an old age home. Now at 76 I do not feel like living. I died alone. My last thought was only if someone would have been with me. I never felt love. Lesson learnt that I always felt pity on myself and did not propose to any girl. I feared rejection. I should have overcome this and found someone to live with. People are burying me. In my present life I feel rejection without any reason. I also feel that I am self sufficient and do not need anyone. This feeling that I can manage alone is too deep inside me so I do not feel the need for marriage. These all feelings are coming from this life. At my burial residents of old age home are sad because I used to help them. In cemetery my body is feeling very heavy. I am going towards light. In light someone touched me and telling me you have a soul mate, you will meet him when you are ready. Now I am in the universe. I am floating as I am landing on earth. Someone came near me and is trying to say something smilingly. I am laughing.

why I met him?

Why I met him?

She wanted to know why I chose my present life husband. I want to experience root cause life linked to my present troubled married life.

Session….

I am walking on narrow path lined with lot of trees on both sides. Now I am crossing river. I am a woman in mid my 20s wearing a long dress. I reached a blue door. It is a small house. I opened the door and climbing the stairs. A 5 year old boy is sleeping. I am coming down and going to kitchen. There is garden at the back. It is Eastern Europe. Now I am in the market. An old man is trying to speak to me. I am feeling irritated. I do not like him. I ignored him. He looks like my present life husband. I came back home.

One day that old man started knocking at my door. I opened the door, shouted at him and told him not to come. I closed the door. He is my father. I am sitting and thinking about my childhood. I am the only child. My father is an alcoholic, always drunk and no work. My mother died when I was 15 years old. Very soon after that a very influential man married me. I lived with them in a villa. His mother never talked to me. I gave birth to a son. He shifted me along with my son to this small house. My mother used to call me Pollina. My husband visits us and provides us things.

I am watching my kitchen. It is burnt as if something fell from outside and burnt it. I feel afraid. I went to market to find my father. I asked him to come home. He lives down stairs, keeps on drinking, fighting and asking for money. One day he was breaking bottle on the table and arguing. Suddenly my husband came. He saw it. He took me and my son with him. Now my son is 14 years old. We reached the villa. I am thinking how badly I was living with my father (visibly crying). My mother in law is not giving any reaction. My room is big but I sleep alone. It is 1859. My husband does not talk to me in presence of his mother. I am in 40s wearing very different expensive clothes. Now I manage everything in the estate. My mother in law and husband died in an accident. Once I went to meet my father. He is sad and depressed. He said he loves me a lot and wants to live with me. I refused. He asked for help him with money. I did not help and came back. He is feeling bad that I am not helping him at all. My life is moving on smoothly in the villa. One day I did not feel good. I am on the bed. Someone is checking me but I died. In the last moment I felt very sad. My love life was not satisfactory. It seems my father wanted to live with me. He was an alcoholic and he is my present life husband now who is also an alcoholic. When I married him he was a divorcee with two kids. I was not married and doing good in my profession. I feel I had to marry him in this life to help and heal him. I am going towards light. It is very peaceful here. Someone is giving me a message to improve my physical health and connect more with nature.

Marriage block & Past life regression session

Marriage block & Past life regression session

A person with whom I am in deep love but still fears expressing my love due to my insecurity in being in relationship with him. I ignored marriage proposals despite being uncomfortable in being in a relationship with him. 

I went into a beautiful cloud which took me into the time where I will find my answers.

Session....

1^st  life:

This is 18^th century England. I am 5 years old girl very beautiful having dark brown curly hair (curly hair in present life also). Someone is lying on bed (looks like my father at present) but was not very sure. It is a big house and I am sitting on a large dining table all alone and crying. It seems my mother is not alive. (may be this is the reason I am so attached to my mother in present life).

I am 21 and getting married. It is an English wedding. My husband is fair, have light coloured eyes and a long face (person who is stalking me for some time currently and which I dislike). I am wearing royal blue colour gown and my husband is carrying me in his arms. Now I am 71 sitting on a rocking chair and making a sweater. I had a heart stroke, died there on the chair. I am buried and my name Rose is written on my grave. It seems I lived a lonely life and suffered a lot of pain in heart [currently also during some anxiety I have palpitations] and that is why I had heart attack. [healing done to unblock heart chakra]

2^nd life:

I am a woman standing in a desert. It is evening time and the year is 1942. There is a hut and I go inside. There is a person lying on a cot. Now the same person is sitting on some stones and drinking tea with his friends. A lady wearing green coloured sari is standing by his side. It seems he is a labourer working on road construction site there.

I am wearing a red sari and getting married to same man I saw earlier. He is tall dark and handsome man having big eyes and moustaches. He is wearing a Tilak on his forehead and a garland made of marigold flowers around his neck. [It seems he is the same person whom I love in my present life].

I have three children, two daughters and a son. It seems my husband has left me without telling me anything and went with some other woman [same woman who was wearing green coloured sari] {visibly crying}. It seems he left because I was not beautiful, dark coloured and having some kind of face marks. I am wearing a brown coloured sari. I am around 80. I had a normal death. It is my funeral, only my son is there. In light it was beautiful and peaceful moment for my soul. I was in a petal shaped room filled with violet and pink light. Guidance came I do not have a future with the person whom I am currently attached to. Lesson learnt; all this was bound to happen but I should forget the past and move towards my future. I should not ignore myself as in spite of being beautiful in my present life I never appreciated myself.

Reorientation...

Blocking of heart chakra maybe a major block for my marriage in my present life but confident it is completely removed now.

Search for soulmate – PLR therapy helps

It is said that even before you were born, the name of your spiritual half has been determined. Each soul has a … your soulmate. Your true spiritual soulmate is the person who is intended to help you “complete yourself.”

Jerry McGuire was right – soul mates complete each other. A person is unable to complete his mission in life alone. Everyone needs someone to help them become a better person. This is not always a blissful experience.

Being in an honest, sincere, and committed soulmate relationship helps you to become a better version of yourself. You have to push yourself beyond your comfort zone, beyond your limits to find your better self.

Even though we tend to think of soul mates as a symbiotic union; soulmate relationships can be rough at the beginning. They can be like two jagged edged puzzle pieces trying to click into place. Sometimes it looks like you do not fit together at all, but soon after a little bit of twisting, turning, and flipping the pieces around, you feel the moment of the perfect click. It’s a feeling deep in your soul, that says, this is the right one.

Often soulmates appear in disguise. You might not be physically attracted to each other when you first meet, but there is a mysterious force pushing you forward that tells you this is “the right one” for you.

You know you’ve found your soulmate when:

1. You just know it.

Something deep inside tells you . It’s as if there is a spiritual force pushing you to let go of everything you previously expected and to give of yourself completely.

2. You have crossed paths before.

Soulmates have met each other and a previous time. You may not have connected, but you were in the same place, at the same time. Yet you never met until the time was right.

3. Your souls meet at the right time.

Each person has to be ready to receive the soul connection. You have to be prepared to meet your soulmate.  when it comes to soulmates- timing is everything.

4. Your quiet space is a peaceful place.

Being quiet together is comforting like a fluffy down blanket on a cold winter night. Whether you are reading in the same room, or driving in the car, there’s a quiet peace between you.

5. You can hear the other person’s silent thoughts.

With soulmates, there is such depth to your relationship that you can feel and hear what your partner is thinking, even if it is not verbally expressed.

6. You feel each other’s pain.

You stand in each other’s shoes. You know each other so well, that the second he walks in the door, you can tell how his day was. You feel each other’s feelings: sadness, worry, and stress. And you share each other’s happiness and joy.

7. You know each other’s flaws and the benefits in them.

Yes, it’s true. Our flaws have benefits. Every trait has a positive as well as a negative side. It’s the task of each person to always look for the good, even when things don’t look so good. There is usually a benefit to each flaw..

8.  You share the same life goals.

You’re both on the same page with values, ethics, and goals. You may have a different way of reaching those goals, but you both want the same end result.

9. You’re not afraid of having a conversation.

Conversations can be challenging. Expressing concerns or attempting to make decisions is uncomfortable. Soulmates know that if they join together, they will be able to work it out.

10. You are not threatened by the need for alone time.

You respect each other’s need for independence, knowing that when you get together, your time alone is special.

11. You don’t experience jealousy.

You are secure knowing that you are the only one.

12. You respect each other’s differences and opinions.

Often soulmates are polar opposite. At times this is challenging. These are the times when you are being forced to let the other person complete you. You still have your own opinion, but instead of agreeing to disagree, there is a deep level of respect for each other. You listen and honor the differences.

13. You don’t scream, curse, or threaten each other with divorce.

Of course you feel the anger. People unintentionally hurt each other. But soulmates aren’t nasty, hurtful, or punitive.

14. You give in because you want to make your partner happy.

Giving can often occur in unhealthy, co-dependent, or abusive relationships. But soulmates give to each other for the sole purpose of making each other happy.

15. You know how to apologize.

It’s not easy to say “I’m sorry” or admit that you did something that hurt the person you love. Soulmates realize that their actions or words cause harm. Even if they feel justified in their point of view, if their partner was hurt by it, they can easily apologize for the harm they have caused.

16. You would marry each other again.

You know this is the one and only one for you. Even through the tough times, you would choose your partner again. You feel a sense of pride in your partner.

17. You complete each other.

No person is perfect. We all have our strengths and weaknesses. Soulmates complete each other. It’s the yin and yang of perfect harmony. One person may be the extrovert, while one is the introvert. One may be social, while the other a homebody. Soulmates are often opposite that are attracted to a person who has their missing pieces.

18. Being in each other’s arms washes away all your stress, worries, and anxiety.

There is no place you’d rather be at the end of the day but in each other’s arms. If you had a rough day filled with disagreements, a fight with your boss or if you missed the train, whatever happened is gone the second you cuddle up together. There is a warmth in your heart, an inner peace you can feel. No words need to be spoken. All that exists is the silent, blissful union of two souls together. Two souls that were meant to be together eternally.

Guilt is a destructive false impression we carry.....

Do not live with GUILT....

Usually an emotion affects individuals differently; however origin of Guilt usually has similar cause and almost similar effects for all individuals.  Studies and research on the subject clearly indicate that we carry two types of Guilt, one that is result of our conscious wrong decisions and the second is the guilt we carry usually as a result of our very thoughtful, calculative measure called "Practical decisions". As a result of the type of decision taken, we end up either going wrong in our own life or hurting our near and dear ones. But sometime one carries a deep feeling of guilt, without doing anything consciously or unconsciously...

It does not matter what the origin of Guilt is, guilt is a destructive emotion that ruins relationships, results in depression and even destroys lives especially of the Individuals suffering from it.

It interesting to know that irrespective of the cause of its origin, it is always either result of Self Victimization ( in case of known wrong decisions) or it would result in self victimization ( In case of strong practical decisions).....The feeling of self denial when you are not even aware of any cause...

Let us understand type of guilt and its relation with Self Victimization. When Guilt is the result of a conscious wrong decision, we end up becoming a victim in the eyes of the people around and start justifying our wrong decisions explaining how much helpless we were and out of choice to take such decision and end up where we are today. These decisions are those that we take despite our inner self is continuously advising against either by way of different type of feelings, or some obvious signs such as negative vibes. Somehow somewhere deep inside we know we are going wrong but the temptation is so much that we suppress the inner voice, we ignore other's advice and behave as if never saw any sign and go ahead and take that tingling wrong decision.

In such cases Self victimization starts after Guilt and we initially do it just to justify ourselves in front of people not realizing the mind is such that once it masters any task it keeps producing the same thing over and over again, and of course the universe comes to its help to ensure we sympathize more, we feel guilt more which would result in more justification and more self pity and eventually we start believing we were a victim of circumstances and the vicious circle never stops.

You must realize guilt is a fake impression that we carry to justify the known wrong decision just to escape judgments which eventually becomes a strong belief and the Soul carries it till we learn the lesson of taking responsibility of our actions, till we learn to listen to our inner voice, till we have true faith.

There is another scenario when we carry guilt of having created painful circumstances for our near and dear ones because of a very practical decision taken at a point of time in a particular situation. We carry guilt because of our ignorance.  In this case guilt happens because of too much attachment, our sight limited to the physical world and unaware of the fact that every Soul has its own plan. Nothing happens without reason. The decision was taken with good intention for the betterment of all to the best of our capability however it did not turn out to be as we planned. Every other person has a different plan and has to go through certain situations for learning lessons. We fail to understand that the decision taken was as per our limited knowledge and in line with our own journey. We cannot live the life of others as we do not know what their journey is all about and why did they chose to be in a situation where something had to go wrong. Here again as you see, guilt is a false emotion, it happens due to lack of knowledge and too much attachment.

But in a case when one even does not know why he/she is feeling this ...the life of person is very difficult...

Get it released with age regression, past life regression...The sooner the better....

Contact Dr.Vandana Raghuvanshi

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Lift the Weight of The Past from your current life.

Lift the Weight of The Past from your current life.

Holding on to the past life scars is like dragging the weight of the past that drains our energy, leaving less for the life in the present. This attachment actually recreates a situation that forces us to make the same choice again & again. In PLR session we understand the issues of our past. We offer our forgiveness and ask for ourselves’ forgiveness to and from anyone who may have been affected. Forgiveness is the soothing balm can heal.

By actually going back into the past & reliving the events in our mind, we choose a new ending thus releasing our hold on past life scars /former self and bringing our mind & energy fully in the present. It allows us to fuel our physical and emotional healing and well being today. We choose to move on in life by what we learn in the present and perhaps even sharing with others, transforming the energy into something that is constructive and creative for ourselves and others.

For Past life regression therapy Contact: 9872880634